Income/Expenses

My occupation is being a truck driver and get paid $45,000. My spouse however, is a mailman, and gets paid $42,000. We make $7,050 a month. I don't think I have enough money to provide for my needy children. They ask for everything. If I don't get it for them, they guilt-trip me, and then what am I supposed to do? I mine as well beat them with a belt! And what is with these bills?! I don't think I could handle this. Sometimes, I wish it was the old days, no bills, no money, no anything. It's really awesome. Anyway, I hate my job, I wish I worked in the art industry, and as for my husband, I have no idea. I don't know what to do. I should make the whole family vegetarian, just so I could grow food. I'd save so much money. If that happened, I'd have a happy life!